Chapter Guide

Ryan Robertson recounts his first scene as novice porn star Luke Loadstar - a screen test/audition for Avalon Productions. In this scene, he's paired with a cute, compact bottom named Brady Kensington.

The scene opens with Luke and Brady watching a football game on TV. Brady's team is two minutes away from winning, but Luke insists his team can stage a miraculous comeback. Pumped up with bravado and overconfidence, Brady goads Luke into betting a blowjob on the outcome. Luke's team then intercepts a pass, returns it for a touchdown, and wins.

The fun starts when Luke refuses to let Brady off the hook for his bet. Of course, they've both won by the time it's all over. Luke describes every position and every dripping detail of his experience, both on the set and behind the scenes.

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Luke Loadstar portrays Brother Long, a church missionary, on the first day of his two-year mission. He meets his companion for the next six weeks, Brother Harding.

When they return to their apartment after an exhausting first day, Brother Long asks Brother Harding a simple question: If missionaries are supposed to remain in the presence of their companion at all times except to shower and change clothes, how do you find time to “take care of your personal needs?”

As it turns out, after being a missionary for nearly two years, Brother Harding has become quite adept at figuring out which companions might be open to taking care of their personal needs together. He wastes no time getting Brother Long to drop his inhibitions – and his pants.

Missionaries Brother Long (Luke Loadstar) and Brother Harding (Nicolas Penn) cross paths with two other missionaries, Brother Neal (Jordan Steele) and Brother Cox (Austin Matthews), as they’re pedaling through a residential neighborhood on their bicycles.

Long and Harding invite Neal and Cox to their apartment for dinner. As they sit down at the table to enjoy a couple of pizzas, Long and Harding suggest removing their white dress shirts and black pants so they don’t drip pizza sauce on them.

After dinner, still wearing only their religious undergarments, the young men launch into a game of “Never Have I Ever,” which quickly achieves the desired result: a wild four-way in Long and Harding’s bedroom. They change partners and positions frequently, culminating with multiple explosions on Brother Cox’s face and chest.

Brother Long (Luke Loadstar) has a new missionary companion, Brother Phillips (Caleb Connor). When they return to their apartment after a particularly hot day, Long takes a shower. When Phillips enters the bathroom to pee, Long shuts the water off and whisks the shower curtain aside to reveal his impressive ten inches. Phillips looks shocked, but Long can see the desire in his eyes.

Later, Brother Long finds Brother Phillips sitting on his bed, on the verge of tears. He’s feeling homesick and is having second thoughts about enduring the next two years as a missionary.

Long attempts to comfort Phillips. When Phillips asks Long what he does when he feels homesick, he confesses that his number one solution is to rub one out, saying, “at least it takes your mind off it for a while.” As they sit on the bed next to each other wearing only their religious undergarments, it becomes obvious that Brother Phillips finds this idea appealing. Soon, they’re masturbating together – first themselves, then each other. The scene takes off from there. Brothers Long and Phillips' chemistry is obvious during their enthusiastic, passionate, and explosive sex.

Brother Long (Luke Loadstar) and his missionary companion, Brother Phillips (Caleb Connor), have made several calls to the Grayson family, who are seriously considering converting to their faith. During their visits, the Graysons’ 18-year-old son Trevor eyes the missionaries flirtatiously. Under the guise of showing Trevor what missionary life is like, Brother Long invites Trevor to their apartment on their day off.

The visit begins awkwardly, but when Brother Long mentions the religious undergarments they must wear, naturally, Trevor wants to see what they look like. When the missionaries strip to their underwear, bulges on display, the scene takes off.

Trevor turns out to be an eager and accommodating bottom – which is a good thing, considering how much Brothers Long and Phillips have to offer. After taking turns with Trevor, the three cute, energetic young men form a human sandwich in multiple positions.

Brothers Long and Phillips have been summoned to the office of Bishop Johnson (Jack Hammer), who oversees all the missionaries in the district. Being summoned to a meeting with the bishop was highly unusual, so they knew something was up.

Trevor Grayson’s mother found out about their tryst in the previous scene and reported the affair to Bishop Johnson. The bishop informs Long and Phillips that their missions are terminated, they will be sent home, and their families will be told the reason. Brother Phillips pleads with Bishop Johnson not to tell his family. He begs the bishop to be given any other punishment to avoid being outed to his family.

Bishop Johnson takes Brother Phillips up on his offer. Johnson dominates the scene, calling every shot and ordering Brother Phillips to do whatever he wants. He’s not gentle about it. Once he sees Brother Long’s endowment, he brings him into the action. Together, Johnson and Long stretch Phillips to his limits. After Bishop Johnson is satisfied that sufficient punishment has been meted out, he releases Brothers Long and Phillips to return to their missions.

This bundle contains the five "Men on a Mission" scenes above, plus a bonus scene titled "Synchronized Sex."

Brothers Long and Neal (from scene 2) call upon a house in an upscale neighborhood. The parents are away; only their 18- and 19-year-old cute blond sons are home. The brothers invite the missionaries in for water and to cool off. As they hang out and chat, the barriers drop, and soon the four young men are cavorting naked in the pool.

They end up on a pair of lounge chairs on the pool deck. The massively-endowed missionaries pound the brothers side-by-side with perfectly synchronized movements. It’s sex in stereo!

Luke Loadstar describes one of the most memorable scenes of his porn career - a scene with identical twins Timmy and Tommy Taylor.

While Luke, Timmy, and Tommy wait in the green room before the scene begins, Luke learns they are real-life partners. The twins share their unique story of how they discovered they were both gay; how their conservative religious parents kicked them out when they learned they were gay partners; and why they're doing porn. Their story is similar to Luke's (Ryan's), and they bond over their shared experiences. Their rapport is obvious during the hot scene they produce.

Their scene opens with the threesome playing a game of Twistr, with the added twist that each time a person takes their hand or foot off a spot, falls over, or touches their knee or elbow to the mat, they must remove an article of clothing. Soon, having their nearly-naked bodies intertwined into various contorted positions sends the game off in an entirely different direction.

The twins have performed together in previous scenes involving other people, but have never gone the full distance with each other (on camera). In this scene, they break the ultimate taboo. After Luke finishes with them, he gets to witness the ultimate twin fantasy up close.

This scene begins with Gavin Sparks lying on a lounge chair near a pool on a hot, sunny day. He’s 6’2”, slender and sexy, with adorable blue eyes, short blond hair, and a beautiful bronze all-over tan. He’s wearing sunglasses and a yellow thong that emphasizes his bulge nicely.

When he hears a lawnmower next door, he saunters over to the fence wall to have a look. He sees tall, hunky Luke Loadstar sweating profusely as he mows the lawn. Gavin calls out to Luke and invites him to come over and cool off in the pool when he’s done.

When Luke arrives, Gavin’s already naked. It’s obvious what he wants. Luke strips down and they head for the pool. Despite getting in the pool to cool down, the action heats up immediately. The emotional and physical connection between the two gorgeous, amply endowed young men is obvious as they passionately connect on the deck, on a raft, and in the pool. The stunning underwater climaxes at the end are described in vivid detail.

After a year of performing in gay adult videos, Luke Loadstar had developed quite a reputation as a reliable, explosive performer whose presence in a video would guarantee robust sales. As such, he was offered the opportunity to take part in Eagle Studio’s 20th Anniversary extravaganza, The Boys of Breckenridge. The studio spared no expense to create what would become a gay porn classic.

The premise for the video was a gay ski weekend. Sixteen well-known stars and four camera crews were flown to Breckenridge, Colorado, to shoot scenes in a fabulous chalet near the famous resort. Throughout the various scenes, nearly every aspect of gay sexuality – from the typical to the extreme – was explored and documented.

The first scene involving Luke was taped on the first evening. Luke and two masculine, muscular co-stars perform a three-way in a hot tub on the chalet’s back deck, enduring 100-degree water and 20-degree air to create an intense, hard-driving scene that sets the stage for a fiery weekend of hedonism.

Luke’s second scene opens with his co-star, Phil Waters, in the luxurious walk-in shower in the chalet’s master suite. The handsome, muscular, well-defined Phil turns the simple act of taking a shower into a sensual, erotic celebration of the male physique, posing and flexing while he soaps his body all over. Once his outside is clean, it’s time to take care of his inside. He puts a flexible metal hose with a cylindrical attachment at the end to good use and cleanses himself in preparation for what comes next.

Luke, desperately needing to use the facilities, has been standing in the hallway outside the bathroom door, waiting for Phil to finish. Finally, he enters, figuring he can use the toilet even though another guy is in the shower. As he passes the shower, he witnesses the tail end of Phil’s visually stunning cleansing ritual. Phil, seeing that he has a spectator, beckons Luke to join him in the shower.

The performers engage in fetish-related activities that venture beyond what is generally considered ‘vanilla.’

Ryan felt a bit weird about this scene because he would be co-starring with his real-life housemate, Ricky Montez (a.k.a. Juan Knight). Ryan and his housemates had an agreement that sex with each other was off-limits to avoid drama. To Ryan, his housemates were like brothers, which is why the prospect of shooting a sex scene with Ricky felt so awkward.

Juan Knight was a power bottom whose roles in this and other scenes in The Boys of Breckenridge would test his limits. Two other massively endowed tops, Dick Sizemore and Phil Butz, were cast along with Luke. Will Juan be able to handle them all?

The performers engage in activities that venture beyond what is generally considered ‘vanilla.’ The scene continues into even more extreme territory in the book.

The final day of the weekend was devoted entirely to shooting a massive, epic 16-man orgy involving the entire cast. It was ‘all hands on dick,’ so to speak. The energy of 16 guys gathered together for an uninhibited outpouring of sexual hedonism kept everyone hard and horny throughout most of the day.

Luke recounts his only solo scene in vivid detail. In it, he engages in “edging,” a practice in which he brings himself close to climax and then pulls back multiple times. The eventual outcome is copious and intense.

Luke also demonstrates a pleasurable solo activity he can perform because he has a flexible back and a lengthy endowment.

Luke describes his actions and the sensations he feels in graphic detail throughout his experience. You’ll feel like you’re right there for every drop.

In the dozens of porn scenes Luke Loadstar has performed in for the past three years, he’s always been cast as a top. Given that he was one of the most amply endowed gay porn stars in the business, it’s easy to understand why. In gay porn, the biggest man is almost always the top.

But there’s another reason Luke has never bottomed in porn. He shares this bit of information from his personal life early in this story.

Ryan’s landlord/mentor/father figure, Hal, is an attorney in the adult entertainment industry. When Hal decides to launch his own production company, Ryan is happy to contribute his talents and his name recognition to help Hal’s new venture get off to a good start. To create interest in the debut video from this new company, they need a good marketing hook – something guaranteed to generate buzz and make people want to buy the video. Something like seeing total-top superstar Luke Loadstar bottoming for the first time on camera.

In this tender, romantic scene, Luke and Gavin Sparks (from "Covet They Neighbor's Ass") portray a couple celebrating their first anniversary. During their candlelit steak dinner, the couple's love, affection, and desire are on full display. Soon, they decide that the meal can wait; they want to eat "dessert" first. Whereas so many porn scenes are only about having sex, this scene is all about making love.

After Ryan Robertson had been performing in gay adult videos for over three years, he was approached by Libertine Studios, the world’s largest producer of adult entertainment. They produced mostly straight porn, but offered some gay and bi videos as well. After talking with one of their directors and sending him some pics, they offered Ryan a contract for five scenes.

Ryan’s first scene for Libertine opens with Ryan shopping for clothes at a department store. A couple approaches, introduces themselves, and invites Ryan home for a three-way. The husband is bi, and the wife is cool with it. In fact, she enjoys the variety.

Not only is this Ryan’s first bisexual encounter, but it’s his first time with a woman. But, like the pro he is, he rises to the occasion, and the trio produces a hot scene with something for everyone.